Earthquake In Chile!

So, there apparently was a 8.8 earthquake in Chile last night, and there is tsunami warnings for a bunch of different coastal countries and States! Hawaii, Cali, Alaska... This is insanely horrible!! D:

Disasters need to stop.. First Haiti, now Chile... Will there be a telethon for this? I hope so. Because it's not just Haiti that needs us now... We need to help out as best we can! Pray for everyone effected.... :(

Guys! Brittany Murphy Just Died! :o

OMG YOU GUYS!! BRITTANY MURPHY DIED THIS MORNING!! :O

WHY THE HECK HAVE SO MANY CELEBS DIED THIS YEAR?! BRITTANY MURPHY WAS LIKE, MY FAVE ACTRESS. NOT. FAIR.

RIP BRITTANY..... :'(




P.S. If you don't know who she is... here's a link to her IMDB page: CLICK

Ughh..

Hey guys.
So, this is kind of just a confession... ish...
This might be shocking, but here it goes...

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I lost my ODD.
It's gone completely. I feel like I don't even remotely like David anymore. o.O Like, I officially have only one small pic of David in my room, and it's on my bulliten board that is cluttered with a million other pics of people. My wall (which used to consist of nothing but David) now has anyone but David. I pretty much never listen to his music anymore. I have to force myself to get through a song. I deleted all of his Idol music from iTunes and my iPod. Everytime his songs come on, I skip them.
haha it's weird to say, but I feel like I'm going through a break up.. Like I'm getting rid of anything that reminds me of him and all of his pics and whatnot. XD
But all joking aside..
My ODD is gone. Like POOF!
I just woke up one morning, looked over at the only poster of David I had on my wall and said, "You're so annoying!" So I shoved the poster in my closet, with the rest of the pics I have. -that sounds really violent-

I don't really know how to explain how it happened, but it just did. It's weird, but it's been decreasing quickly since like, may. And then when I went to his concert like, two-three weeks ago, and after I met him, I knew that it was never coming back.
-sighs- It's sad, losing the thing you thought would never go away.
Now, I can go days without thinking about him.

I'm still going to come onto this site, only because I've made so many friends here that I couldn't stand to lose, but I just don't think I'm going to always be about David.

*confession over*

John Hughes Just Died!

Okay, so John Hughes just died this morning while, from what I read, taking a walk in Manhattan.
He was 59 years old.
That is waaaay too young!!
Why are all of these celebrities dying??

So, if you don't know who John Hughes is,
He directed amazing movies like The Breakfast Blub, Ferris Bueller's Day Off, Sixteen Candles, Pretty in Pink, and Home Alone, just to name a few...



This is such a sad time of year! We're losing so many people....

Ergh...

alright guys, I'm sorry to do this, but I have no where else to turn. I'm just going to rant, vent, and ramble a bit about my life....
And seriously, I DON'T EXPECT ANYONE TO READ AND/OR RESPOND TO THIS THREAD. I'm just rambling on and on about what bugs me in my life. I know it's going to be long and pointless to anyone other than me.. so to anyone who takes the time to read this GOD BLESS YOU. You should win a prize of somesort for reading this...
I'll make you guys a graphic of whatever you want lol
-I'm dead serious about it too-


First, I'll start with my friends... Let's call them "Angie" and "Lisa."
Okay, so Angie is what I like to call a "free spirit" and she was totally born in the wrong decade.. Like she's a total hippie lol. And I love her to death, but lately she's gone to a whole new extreme. Like, within the past year her family has just fallen apart. Her mother, who she hates anyway, has moved out of the house but she visits like, everyday. Angie's father, who is really nice and stuff, just kind of gave up. Like, he's spineless. -I know it's rude of me to say- And Angie's brother... He's doing drugs, selling drugs, and he gets drunk pretty much every single night. He almost died the other night he was so drunk. Angie found him outside of Wendy's passed out. Ugh.
Angie has always been INCREDIBLY smart, but she's super scattered. Like, she can't really stick to one topic for a long period of time. And she's really really really loud........ And... Ugh.. I won't go into the things that went on during prom... sooooo stressful...
And now Angie is completely anti-family and anti-"the town we live in". So, she's planning on going to some college in Rhode Island to complete her high school career. -she's going to be a senior, like me. but she's going to RI to go to college early-
Lately, Angie has been sneaking out at like, 3 in the morning from her house to go to NYC with her two other friends that I don't know... And like, she'll just be in NYC at bizarre hours of the day and her parents don't even care. She hangs out with random strangers that are waaaaay too old and she'll go bar hopping and everything.
Now Lisa just goes along with Angie on all of her "Adventures" because Lisa's family is falling apart too. Her parents just got a divorce and she lives with her father who could care less.
Lisa and Angie plan on riding their bikes from here, CT, to NJ... and they're going to meet up with a guy they MET ONLINE.
I'm just freaking out because I don't want them to get hurt....
And trust me.. What I just wrote about isn't even the half of it...



Onto topic two (one that is more appealing to the Arch Angels I guess):
I'm losing my ODD.
Yes, it's true. I'm losing it. Like, and I know it's weird to say, I kind of don't care where David is at every moment of everyday. I don't care that he wore this outfit one night and that Demi threw meat at him or w/e.. -sorry, I heard something about Demi, Meat, and David... I never got the whole story- My "Archie Wall" has decreased to 3 posters, if it is that many. On my walls now are drawings that I've done myself.. haha and I have a page from People Magazine with Zach Braff and Donald Faison on it. XD
I don't think I've listened to his CD in weeks. And when I heard Crush on the radio like, last week, I changed the station. I was like, "Maybe there is something better on..." I know... Harsh.
Don't get me wrong, David still inspires me to no end and he is such a role model to me, I just... I don't think I'm much of a "fangirl" anymore. Like, personally, I think I'm becoming more concerned with myself than I am with him.
And yes, I still find David very, very, very, cute. And I know that that feeling won't go away.. but.. The ODD is fading. I don't know... It's a weird feeling, losing your ODD.. I even went to that "losing your ODD" thread, and nothing seemed to help. All of the things that I used to smile about just seem............... stupid sounds too harsh.... "boring." that seems to be a little bit better.. right?
Even when I write my fanfics... I have been starting to replace David's name with another character that I make up. And then I have to remember that it's supposed to be about David, so I have to go change everything.
I feel like a jerk for saying it, but David just doesn't seem to hold my interest anymore. I'll still be coming onto this site, obviously. I love it here and all of the people.. I just...
I see David more as an artist ; not a celebrity crush. I have the ultimate respect for him and I feel like he's just another amazing artist and singer. He's not appealing to me in a "crush" kind of way.

Am I a jerk for saying all of this??
And I'm sorry for boring any of you who dared to read this...
You probably just wasted a good chunk of your day....
I bet I sound like a total dork; complaining about my friends.
I should be grateful that I even have friends haha XD
And I'm sorry that I whined about my ODD issue...

-I'm done now-
-oh, and if the mods feel fit, they can totally delete this thread-
-it's pointless and annoying lol XD-
Again, my apologies for taking up space in the forum...